I FELT VERY DEPRESSED-I LOST MY LOVER AS HE DIED IN A BIKE ACCIDENT -FAILED MY 12TH BOARD EXAM-I AM VERY MUCH?

The Boy u love got a natural death If i am not wrong then his soul will rest in peace & might be good rather as u said u have seen many honour killing's in ur family. incase u would have married him & ur family did a honour killing & just imagine that death you could have been real widow. I'm really very sorry to say that he has got a nice death....Sorry .......